Shoulder

Good gods this day was obscenely stressful.

The thing about it being severely stressful is that I haven't had a chance to eat all day. I started out today wanting to manage my first complete tea cleanse without bailing and so far I've been successful. I'm going to sleep in about 2 and a half hours because I've got an early morning tomorrow. That means just 2 and a half hours without eating until I've done it.

I don't know why I treating this as some sort of life-altering thing. I've gone days and days without eating before. Like, seriously. I think I'm seeing it as confirmation that I can do this - that I've got my will back.

They call it willPOWER for a reason, I guess.