Celebrate

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New Year's was a bit of a bust.

My friend from uni came down to see me. He's quite difficult to spend time with - he's been taking lots and lots of drugs for years so his focus is basically appalling. Trying to hold a conversation is basically impossible. He hugely overstayed his welcome yesterday morning as well, when all I wanted to do was crawl into bed and sleep off the alcohol and exhaustion.

Tomorrow is a day off for me and I fully intend to sleep through it, like a little hibernation. I'm so tired I feel like a zombie. My brain aches and I feel shaky but I have to go to work. I hate going to work. I hate my job.

The pit of my vast stomach feels full of snakes.