Crazy

207

I'm crazy for him. Entirely crazy for him.

My love will feed the wolf.

Oosh

207

Well, fuck.

My mother had lunch with my grandparents today, and she just sent me a text saying that my grandma was saying how great I looked.

She should get a load of me in 6 months.

This is not a failure

I'm still part of the hunt, I just stumbled.

Fuck you

Fuck you.

Fuck you for making me so paranoid.

Fuck you for making me feel so neurotic.

Fuck you for making me basically unable to only think an appropriate amount about throwaway things.

Fuck you for making me feel so worthless.

Fuck you for making me second guess everyone.

Fuck you for expecting me to crawl back into your bed.

Fuck you for making me wonder if I've lost the luckiest thing that ever happened to me.

Fuck you for fucking this up.

Fuck you for making me cry.

Fuck you.

Seriously, you terrible, terrible person. Fuck you.

Delicate fingertips

Soft pink lips

Girls in leather

Stormy weather

Men with ink

Waists that shrink

Hearts which thrum

Wolves who run

Hibernation

209

This winter has been largely desolate. I've been so cold and so lonely and lost. It's been painful.

I'm falling in love with a wonderful man with a slightly broken mind. It's difficult, but I think I'd give him everything I had.

But I owe it to him and I owe it to myself to be the wolf woman I know I am.